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本文經向拉威爾報備審核後刊出〉",{"title":402,"searchDepth":403,"depth":403,"links":404},"",2,[],"青青子衿",[407,416,423,430,437,444,452,456,463,467,474,482,489,496],{"author":408,"createdAt":409,"content":410,"replies":411},"gigi","2009-08-23T14:44:36+08:00","是啊！過去就當作是回憶\u003Cimg src=\"/images/smiley/1.gif\">現在我最愛的男生是我兒子家家\u003Cimg src=\"/images/smiley/7.gif\">\n",[412],{"author":413,"createdAt":414,"content":415},"美拉卓瑪","2009-08-24T12:28:12+08:00","很像喔\n我最愛的男生是鴻鴻涵涵\u003Cimg src=\"/images/smiley/3.gif\">\n",{"author":408,"createdAt":417,"content":418,"replies":419},"2009-08-22T13:04:28+08:00","也許老師大膽一點，會跟杜大哥的妹妹成為莫逆之交ㄋ\n\n學生時代我在超市當產品試吃員（假日打工），有一位男生（還算有點欣賞）連續來找我搭訕三次，要不到我的電話，就留下自己的電話地址請我跟他聯絡，我也是因為膽小而不敢跟他聯絡...\n\n之後我也因為調點（調派不同地區的超市）不在原來超市，他也找不到我...\n\n人生總是會有些小小的缺憾遺留在心中...\n",[420],{"author":413,"createdAt":421,"content":422},"2009-08-23T11:25:00+08:00","那男的太遜了啦\n想追女生還不肯花腦筋\n一般人怎麼可能隨便給陌生人電話\n還好妳沒跟他聯絡\u003Cimg src=\"/images/smiley/1.gif\">\n",{"author":408,"createdAt":424,"content":425,"replies":426},"2009-08-19T08:58:29+08:00","有女生哭，但沒有人退訓，可能是執星官太帥ㄌ\u003Cimg src=\"/images/smiley/18.gif\">\n\n輔導員說：執星官私下表示，這梯怎麼都操不退...\n\n班長是執星官的學弟，也是軍校的，執星官與班長輪流上場，大部分時間都是執星官為主，班長為副...\n\n還有一件好笑ㄉ事：\n\n有一晚夜遊被逼分小隊（6~8人）走墳墓，有一小隊在半路想嚇後面的伙伴，結果路過的是執星官與班長，他們說執星官與班長真的有被嚇到\u003Cimg 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