[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":113},["ShallowReactive",2],{"post-/posts/uncle-chen-and-dad-concern":3,"category-/posts/uncle-chen-and-dad-concern":100,"surround-/posts/uncle-chen-and-dad-concern":108},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"category":90,"comments":91,"date":92,"description":87,"extension":93,"meta":94,"navigation":95,"path":96,"seo":97,"stem":98,"__hash__":99},"posts/posts/149.uncle-chen-and-dad-concern.md","陳叔叔和爸爸的掛念",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":86},"minimark",[9],[10,11,12,41,59,77,83],"quote-block",{},[13,14,15,16,19,20,22,23,25,26,28,29,31,32,34,35,37,38,40],"p",{},"小時候叫爸爸陳叔叔，叫媽咪劉老師。",[17,18],"br",{},"\n只要一到台北，我總會找個理由到陳叔叔家玩。",[17,21],{},"\n名義上是給陳叔叔、劉老師請安，實際上總是想盡辦法和心怡接近。",[17,24],{},"\n迫不得已非得跟陳叔叔應對，始終覺得陳叔叔學識淵博，高不可攀，深不可測。",[17,27],{},"\n陳叔叔總是會找我和心怡的空檔時間跟我聊聊天。",[17,30],{},"\n有時候閒話家常，有時候又好像在考考我這個、問問我那個。",[17,33],{},"\n在有點心虛，又有點愧疚的心情下，我免不了戰戰兢兢，如臨深淵，如履薄冰。",[17,36],{},"\n陳叔叔銳利的眼神，總讓我覺得他好像完全洞悉我的意圖，清楚我的目的。",[17,39],{},"\n但陳叔叔從來不說破！",[13,42,43,44,46,47,49,50,52,53,55,56,58],{},"改叫爸爸之後，還是經常陪心怡回娘家。",[17,45],{},"\n爸爸仍不忘找家人團聚含飴弄孫的空檔時間跟我聊聊天。",[17,48],{},"\n一樣是閒話家常，談談我和心怡的工作，說說孩子們的成長。",[17,51],{},"\n不再心虛愧疚，我開始覺得爸爸和顏悅色，和藹可親，平易近人。",[17,54],{},"\n但是爸爸眼神中的一絲落寞，又讓我覺得有些不知所措。",[17,57],{},"\n儘管時時回去探望，把心怡從爸爸身邊帶走，總是讓我對爸爸心懷歉意。",[13,60,61,62,64,65,67,68,70,71,73,74,76],{},"爸爸生病之後，我和心怡更常回去看爸爸。",[17,63],{},"\n心怡也生病之後，機會就比較少了。",[17,66],{},"\n我也總是不忘在學校工作和照顧心怡的空檔時間，到醫院找爸爸聊聊天。",[17,69],{},"\n爸爸的眼神不再銳利也不再落寞，取而代之的似乎是一些不捨，更多的寬慰和期許。",[17,72],{},"\n有一次爸爸突然用注音板向我說謝謝，然後用深邃的眼神注視我許久。",[17,75],{},"\n突如其來之舉，再次讓我不知所措，但是隨後的片刻卻讓我立刻明白爸爸的掛念是甚麼。",[13,78,79,80,82],{},"爸爸對家人的深愛，也許從我一個女婿的角度，感受更為深切。",[17,81],{},"\n爸爸請放心好走，您的掛念是我的最愛，我一定不會辜負您的期待！",[13,84,85],{},"秀陽 敬叩",{"title":87,"searchDepth":88,"depth":88,"links":89},"",2,[],"我的最愛",[],"2014-03-22T17:24:00+08:00","md",{},true,"/posts/uncle-chen-and-dad-concern",{"title":5,"description":87},"posts/149.uncle-chen-and-dad-concern","-g9bv5_cCMUzD_g1csGSB5nf-kOaP1pVUd3ikusdaOs",{"id":101,"description":102,"extension":103,"meta":104,"name":90,"slug":105,"stem":106,"__hash__":107},"categories/categories/1.family.yml",null,"yml",{},"family","categories/1.family","kbLTgYtHhlAhDN56tHMQV3l9HcghaZIEV0sThmQf9A0",[109,102],{"title":110,"path":111,"stem":112,"children":-1},"爸爸一路好走","/posts/dear-dad","posts/148.dear-dad",1773241647516]